god , i'm tired . tired of life . everything i did would hurt others . i always make people cry . i tried to change . but why ? why all the poeple tht i loved and people tht i care would walk away from me ? am i that worse ?i don't deserved to be friend with anybody right ? seriously , i'm tired to live . again , i don't believe in anyone again . i don't believe in true friend . true friend do not exist ! it's just another old story . people are alone in the world . org akn tetap tikam belakng kite even kite baek . i never belive in life , hope and love ! it's just a fairy tale .